Good lord. I really have to cut off all my connections with the stupid Internet. I already have a quiz tomorrow in Theo, and I have so much stuff due tomorrow because of my god-forsaken subjects. For more, it’s ten in the evening and I haven’t started.
I really have to focus on my studies, it’s not even funny. :((
So I posted a picture like a few minutes ago, about being able to just talk with someone. I miss being able to talk about anything and everything with someone, not thinking about how that person’s gonna look at me or gonna think of what I did or who I’ve become. Unfortunately, my mind has become paranoid - now it’s harder to open up when the people you talk to, you know, are going to judge you. And I guess that bit completely sucks, because maybe they really won’t judge you - you’re just afraid to know if they will or not.
I’m glad I have a few friends who I can just be with - we don’t even have to say anything. The comfortable silence is enough to speak volumes about your friendship. And you know that in some dire moments of need, the comfortable silence is still enough.
Oh my god. YOU ARE SO ANNOYING. I know what I did was wrong but that doesn’t mean you can insult me with all those harsh words. You basically told me I was stupid. S-T-U-P-I-D I was just trying to be polite and apparently, it’s the dumbest thing I have ever done. Thanks. Thank you so much especially coming from you who’s supposed to be ‘good’.